Realizing I'm a bit of a frustrated perfectionist, really. And when I say a bit, I mean I can't even look at my lists of things to do unless they're tidy, too. That's right---I've been known to crumple and toss and re-write new lists simply because the little square check-off boxes I'd sketched in front of each item weren't lining-up properly! Silly, compulsive, unnecessary, maddening.
[thought-prompt courtesy of this bit of writing via BANSHEE] 2005-05-04
it's all about control
Add to this the siren song of endless dual-blog tinkering, and....
I'm done for!